[later] u know how, well, most rock groups have a reputation'f drugs, $3x, n' all sort's ill behaviour? well, like... how does a musik group explicitly known as being christian behave? n' how do they behave when they tour w/ nonchristian groups? like, i saw that

stresful fun

일요일 밤: it's been kind'f a stressful wknd 4 me. it's like i've had some fun, but it's hard to say that the stressful times haven't outweighed the fun times. like, i've sort'f had fun, but 'twas all stressful fun. hey, r ne'f u like me in that fun can often be stressful? 4 example, if i'm out doing sumpthin' s'pposedly fun, but it ¢o$ts 'lot'f $$$; sometimes, i stress over the $$$ i'v $pent while i'm s'pposedly having fun. i guess that's how i felt in vegas on our 1st trip n' how i've felt on many trips, n' that has really eaten 'way @ whatever fun i was having. *sigh* is this like a psychological prob? do i need therapy or counseling 'bout this? *shrug* well, i dunno; personally, i think that instead'f therapy n' counseling, i prefer to find help in well... hopefully prayer, but otherwise friends... talking to friends... however, that's 2 often a shortcoming i've had, that i place 2 much faith in human beings, while nuthin' n' no 1 is 100% reliable 'cept 4 god, u know? it's that whole machines of loving grace thing yet 'gain. like, this wknd, there were 'lot'f celebrations 4 our friends, n' i wanted to celebrate 4 my friends; but it was like, honestly, it was a li'l bit'f an effort to do all this celebrating. well, uhm... i guess it's mostly cos'f this: u c, on fri evening, the beautiful loft bar n' bistro in downtown san jo. cos kaela n' i were looking 4 kaela's wedding band @ home, in her car, n' @ 24 hour fitness; we were really late, showing up ~1.5 hrs late. however, the group had just finished ordering when we got there, n' it turned out that 1 guy came later than us (but didn't eat). we didn't get to meet all'f jane n' darien's friends, but they cmed like good, nice ppl. we met a few'f'em. the dinner was very delicious. 4 darien's large b.day party, his fianc¢e jane organised the party w/ a special party menu, where we had a choice'f soup or salad, then steak or salmon (or chicken, which no 1 picked), n' then a dessert. both kaela n' i started w/ the chop salad... or i c they call it the "loft wedge salad." then, i had the griled marinated flank steadk, n' kaela had the grilled salmon w/ pesto sauce. 4 dessert, i picked the sabayon berries, n' kaela picked the cheesecake. i had a hefeweizen bier w/ my dinner, n' kaela had iced tea. neway, heh... those r the details'f our fud. we gave darien this golf club themed bbq grilling set, on which the grilling tools' handles look like golf club handles. yah, we picked it up @ copeland sports. we'd cn it there b4 n' thought it'd be perfekt 4 him. [unfinished entry]

2006.07.26

hot wknd

수요일 아침: dude, life's been a bit hektic lately, so i haven't had time to give y'all an update (to throw in a texan term 4 no reason). [later] running 'round, running 'round... still haven't found the beautiful korean gurl stopped me to ask me if she could borrow my fon to make a quick local call. i agreed. then, a sheriff's deputy stopped me to ask me about the chinese gurl who was gonna jump into the street. he took down my account n' my info. i noticed the chinese gurl was in the sheriff's deputy's car n' that the bf was sittin' on the curb'f the parking lot. then the sheriff's deputy asked me if the gurl i had just been talking to had cn the incident. i didn't know n' told him that i didn't know her n' that she had just stopped to borrow my fon. however, it dawned on me that, wow... imagine if i didn't realise that all 3'f those ppl were aktually connekted or sumpthin', n' i'd just gotten involved in some criminal situation or sumpthin'. neway... i don't think that was the case, n' i never heard back from the sheriff's deputy even tho' i gave him my cell nombre in case he needed to reach me. neway, that was just an interesting incident.